Seeking me..why?

Eyes eyes everywhere, looking seeking peeking…

I am afraid sometimes, they are just too many…

Do they think I am lost, why do they look for me?

So many eyes, so much concern I see in them…

Why do they wish to see into me?

Come in closer they say, let me see you…

Am I not to be forgotten, nor forgiven? I ask…

My eyes are filled with dew drops they call tears…

No one seems to leave me alone, I smile…

I feel lonely with you…

I feel together when with me…

The winds, the waters have joined in too…

They look they speak, they even sing…

Of my scars to the world outside…

How am I to hide those, they haven’t healed yet…

No matter what I do, they open up again and again…

Now I too am branded as myriad as any…

Take everyday from me, a tale…

A tale of dark deceit, trust me…

This is no flicker play…

Is as true as thee as the ocean and the sun might be….

The day that comes only a few times...your B'Day

Sigint says: Happy B'day to Nimmy

You surprise me, you make me smile...
Try not to blame me for this deceit...
It's isn't real, but I wish to make you day...
Though I may cry inside...

Break the shell, the day is too bright...
To revel inside the dark...
Try not to hide your joy in thee...
Shower it in the world outside...

This day calls for celebration..
It's your birthday, isnt it?
To take all the sorrows from your eyes ...
Is what I wish to do for you...
Wouldn't you let me do that.at least...
I ask nothing more...

Maybe when you will find that special thing...
You will forget me..
Dont worry I wont feel bad...
Cause then you will be complete...
I wish for all the happiness...

For all the joys to fill your life...
Not just Mine...
The world's and the remaining ones too...
There is something for everyone out there...

At the end, one last song...
Happy birthday to thee...
You are an angel...
May you live long...
So that the fairy tale lives on too.............................

Confusion...

I am the sun, I am the shadow that is screaming to the air…
I am the fallen angel, the one who fell in love with you…
You shut your mouth and then you can perhaps say…
It seems I like doing the things the wrong way…
Incomplete as it may seem, I have nothing more to say…

I go about looking for things, I know are not there….
I am the sun, I search my own shadow…
I am a shadow yet I look for my own halo…
In the end I give up, I go home…
And I cry…
I want to die…

How can you say, I do the things the wrong way…
Everything is just the way it should be…
Why am I still hungry, still like water…
You shut your eyes and then you can perhaps see…
How it feels to know that you can never be free…

The music will die out soon, the winds will become still…
The mist will clear someday, the rains will cease…
Even then, the water shall flow…
Not within me, I am too cold, I will freeze it all…
Maybe it will flow along with time, without me…

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The Moon and the Voice...

The thunder screams, the rain wets the freeway...
I don't know where she goes, where she leads...
But I can feel her coming closer, all the time...
All the while, the road beckons and shines...

The moon is hiding, the clouds rumble above...
I thought I was riding alone, but now i am not sure...
I hear a call, someone calls me, pleads me to stop...
I can't, I don't stop, am too far away along...

The rain stops, it heeds the call of fate...
I don't, am I making a mistake...
Should I not choose my own path, my destiny...
A second later, the moon smiles again and says...
My child, the road you take is your destiny...
It's coming closer, your fate...
Welcome it, it is here to stay...

I hear the voice behind me again...
All lies, all tis false, the moon is naive...
I am your fate, and I am always behind you...
Come here boy, come near, kiss me...
I am here for you, always...
Am not so kind,but I love you all the same..

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