Monday, May 14, 2007

Knight of the Night

The night sky makes me wander, the highway calls…
The moonlight burns the road, sets it ablaze…
My steed looks at me and at the road it gazes…
I sigh slightly, as it neighs lightly, lest the world wake up…


The time for my conquest is at hand…
No time to stare at the barren land…
I dress for the journey, I undress…
Set aside my fear, my doubts on the ground…
Wearing only a robe of desire I mount…
For my next invasion, I have lost count…


Night after night, this druid awakens…
From its century old slumber, for a little while…
Seeking the pleasure of plundering…
Of marauding, of robbing the night…
Of its calm, of its simple rest.


Whispering, the gale sings of my crimes…
I mock them, ‘tis my revenge, I say…
My vengeance for my eternal curse…
That I shall not see the face of the day again…
The face of light, never again…
The face of my love in plain sight…
Never, never again.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Have I...have I begun to feel

Never had I felt, the shiver of the cold…
Icy winds sang to me, made me feel numb….
Yet I never had known pain any…
My insides froze upon me…

I dreaded the day when I would, begin to feel again…
It would chaff my lips, would hurt my thawed soul, it will….
I know not, if I shall survive the cold, the fimbul winters…
Without kissing my love, the lovely minstrel again….

Yes, the day came and went, gave way to eternal night…
The cold never hurt me it never did….
But this friendly warmth gives me the frights…
Comrades, my people, I ask for forgiveness, I am no friend…
Never was never will be, for a small time I tried to be…

The time has passed…I regret it maybe…
For now…. I am no more than an evil fiend to thee…
Forgive me, I implore, before thee I kneel…

I have yes… I have begun to now feel…

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Where did i go right.....or wrong

Shaping up to the world, I had tried to live in joy...
I don’t know somewhere along the path...
I made a mistake, one beyond compare...
I thought I knew how to save a life, but I was so wrong...


I saw something was broken, I tried to fix it...
I felt I had the love the care to mend it…
It’s ruined now, I sit and cry in vain...
I had not seen such despair earlier, never such pain...

You seek to look up to me, ask me something…
I am not deaf, yet I cannot listen…
Perhaps I am running away from you…
Perhaps I am closing my eyes to the truth…
The tears are heavy, they don’t stop…
They tear my eyelids apart…
The caress my cheek and kiss my feet…
I say please stop, no more of this pain can I take…
They don’t listen, don’t stop, don’t heed my plead…


Ah, must I be so weak, as to spill my heart on the ground…
If you could se you could understand…
The feelings are too many, too mixed up…
I am confused, some call me out some trap me in…
I don’t know if I could ever stand up again…
The world won’t let me…I have fallen…
I just wanted to show you…how it all began..

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Seeking me..why?

Eyes eyes everywhere, looking seeking peeking…

I am afraid sometimes, they are just too many…

Do they think I am lost, why do they look for me?

So many eyes, so much concern I see in them…

Why do they wish to see into me?

Come in closer they say, let me see you…

Am I not to be forgotten, nor forgiven? I ask…

My eyes are filled with dew drops they call tears…

No one seems to leave me alone, I smile…

I feel lonely with you…

I feel together when with me…

The winds, the waters have joined in too…

They look they speak, they even sing…

Of my scars to the world outside…

How am I to hide those, they haven’t healed yet…

No matter what I do, they open up again and again…

Now I too am branded as myriad as any…

Take everyday from me, a tale…

A tale of dark deceit, trust me…

This is no flicker play…

Is as true as thee as the ocean and the sun might be….

Friday, March 23, 2007

The day that comes only a few times...your B'Day

Sigint says: Happy B'day to Nimmy


You surprise me, you make me smile...
Try not to blame me for this deceit...
It's isn't real, but I wish to make you day...
Though I may cry inside...

Break the shell, the day is too bright...
To revel inside the dark...
Try not to hide your joy in thee...
Shower it in the world outside...

This day calls for celebration..
It's your birthday, isnt it?
To take all the sorrows from your eyes ...
Is what I wish to do for you...
Wouldn't you let me do that.at least...
I ask nothing more...

Maybe when you will find that special thing...
You will forget me..
Dont worry I wont feel bad...
Cause then you will be complete...
I wish for all the happiness...

For all the joys to fill your life...
Not just Mine...
The world's and the remaining ones too...
There is something for everyone out there...

At the end, one last song...
Happy birthday to thee...
You are an angel...
May you live long...
So that the fairy tale lives on too.............................