Buenos Dias

Trudging down the memory lane...
I searched for the last smile I remembered...
I watched it all unwind, unfold again,
All through the night...


The smile was hidden beneath the debris...
Of tears, of broken hearts, of untold misery.
Digging into the lost days, the sun lit months...
I find myself back again, back at home...
I see an insect trapped in amber, I burn in envy...
I see in the mirror, the insect is there again...
I smile again.


The summer melts the amber, frees the insect...
Traps me again in the dark chamber...
Opening my eyes I find the dawn had cracked...
Yet once again, to darken my memory lane...

Yes it was morning again.
Buenos Dias again.

Save me from me..

I think I now know, its time to flow...
To wait and watch would be too slow...
If you think I do not know, say it to me...
It is time already, To save me from me...


Voices voices all around, inside of me, outside of me...
To hold myself within would be a sin...
To be free is a long lost dream...
Help me if you can, save me from me...


I have been around for long now...
A homeless not knowing a home...
A nomad not knowing his destiny...
Not knowing, not sure, if you can save me from me...


When you are not, I chase after you...
When you are around, I chase your shadow...
Remind me again to plead guilty, when my time comes...
Until then will you just,

save me from me...

Knight of the Night

The night sky makes me wander, the highway calls…
The moonlight burns the road, sets it ablaze…
My steed looks at me and at the road it gazes…
I sigh slightly, as it neighs lightly, lest the world wake up…

The time for my conquest is at hand…
No time to stare at the barren land…
I dress for the journey, I undress…
Set aside my fear, my doubts on the ground…
Wearing only a robe of desire I mount…
For my next invasion, I have lost count…

Night after night, this druid awakens…
From its century old slumber, for a little while…
Seeking the pleasure of plundering…
Of marauding, of robbing the night…
Of its calm, of its simple rest.

Whispering, the gale sings of my crimes…
I mock them, ‘tis my revenge, I say…
My vengeance for my eternal curse…
That I shall not see the face of the day again…
The face of light, never again…
The face of my love in plain sight…
Never, never again.

Have I...have I begun to feel

Never had I felt, the shiver of the cold…
Icy winds sang to me, made me feel numb….
Yet I never had known pain any…
My insides froze upon me…

I dreaded the day when I would, begin to feel again…
It would chaff my lips, would hurt my thawed soul, it will….
I know not, if I shall survive the cold, the fimbul winters…
Without kissing my love, the lovely minstrel again….

Yes, the day came and went, gave way to eternal night…
The cold never hurt me it never did….
But this friendly warmth gives me the frights…
Comrades, my people, I ask for forgiveness, I am no friend…
Never was never will be, for a small time I tried to be…

The time has passed…I regret it maybe…
For now…. I am no more than an evil fiend to thee…
Forgive me, I implore, before thee I kneel…

I have yes… I have begun to now feel…

Where did i go right.....or wrong

Shaping up to the world, I had tried to live in joy...
I don’t know somewhere along the path...
I made a mistake, one beyond compare...
I thought I knew how to save a life, but I was so wrong...


I saw something was broken, I tried to fix it...
I felt I had the love the care to mend it…
It’s ruined now, I sit and cry in vain...
I had not seen such despair earlier, never such pain...

You seek to look up to me, ask me something…
I am not deaf, yet I cannot listen…
Perhaps I am running away from you…
Perhaps I am closing my eyes to the truth…
The tears are heavy, they don’t stop…
They tear my eyelids apart…
The caress my cheek and kiss my feet…
I say please stop, no more of this pain can I take…
They don’t listen, don’t stop, don’t heed my plead…

Ah, must I be so weak, as to spill my heart on the ground…
If you could se you could understand…
The feelings are too many, too mixed up…
I am confused, some call me out some trap me in…
I don’t know if I could ever stand up again…
The world won’t let me…I have fallen…
I just wanted to show you…how it all began..