Two way Journey.

Coming to me, the distance seems to grow... Going to thee, the roads becomes narrow.. With an arrow in my chest, a bullet in my pocket... I have come to wish you, wish you goodbye... Swimming through the pouring rain, I have come... Braving the dancing shadows of the night... Driving all day long, I am tired now, I cant fight... I need some rest, before I return, I need your lap... Now it's down to this, I fear to ask more... Alone in the heartbreak world, am ... Am fearless, am heartless, It's time... Time to castaway, I find my feet in the air... I took an oath, I regret it now, I know i should not... All the songs have been sung, they still ring in my ears.. I see a door now, for once it is not locked... Yet, it seems I forgot something, I turn back... I search for a locked door now, locked away from me.. It must contain the prize I seek... Some good luck for my return journey... Some sandwiches to eat.... and a goodbye kiss

...My Swim into sky

A wavering love, a wandering thought...
Plague me today, blind me, talk to me, numb me...
A voyage into the rough seas is called for...
Just you, me and the waves together...


Do you know how to love, I ask?
She looks into the blue sea, at the setting sun...
She smiles, looks at me, into the ocean deep inside me...
She dives, comes out with an answer, I already knew...


A silent storm creeps up behind us, was uncalled for...
But she was the ocean's love, the storm must meet her love...
A challenge she threw at me, to prove if my love was stronger...
I accepted, she flared up and tossed ,me into the sea...


Finding myself amongst unwary waves, running away...
Everyone was afraid, running for cover, diving into the sea...
Pulling me down with them, I knew not how to swim...
I knew not how to breathe underwater, I knew only how to dream...


Sinking beneath the furious sea, I closed my eyes, opened myself up...
I saw a smiling face, looking down on me, I smiled in my dream...
I was relieved of my uneasiness, felt light, began to rise again...
Began to rise in love again, and found myself flying into the sky...

Beauty of the beast

Ah, the sun is up again, time for me to retire...
For centuries, I have lived alone, fearing the fire...
This crystal castle being my home, my prison...
The fear trapping me in myself, it is my poison...


Lo, there is someone, someone at my gate...
Who is it, a traveller maybe, maybe a slayer...
My doubts never leave me, my doubts save me...
I had dreamt of this but, it was a nightmare...


Of a saviour to save me, to purge me of my sins...
A monster like me, cannot be saved, can only be slayed...
Slay me to purge my sins, slay me to make me human...
You who have trespassed on my castle, slay me today...


My slayer, my lover, my master, my saviour...
I cry again, pray why wont you touch me...
I am vile, I know, but your sword must kiss my neck...
For my sake, my love, slay me today, wont you...


Leaving me behind thus, with thy love...
you did not slay me, I await again for a fateful day...
When you love me more, love me enough...
To free me from my castle, my fears, my love...

Someday again.

Why is it so, My lord. Why?

It is raining once again, my lord...
It is raining...
Why is it that you are never here...
Why is it so?


Pitter patter they come down on me...
They wet me all over, I feel so wet outside...
I close my eyes, seems like you are here now...
I feel all wet inside now, why is it so?


A promise I meant to keep, I could not...
A word I gave, it was never meant to break...
Wise men have said, to find what your heart seeks...
Journey to the horizon, see the sun and land kiss...


I have started my journey, my lord...
My journey to meet the horizon...
But I have no heart to desire with...
None to love you with, pity me...


All I wish for, is to pray for you...
To pray you find your heart's desire...
Yes, I am in love, but I have no heart to love you with...
Forgive me this once, forgive me.


It is raining again, I feel wet all over...
Wet even inside, are you there my lord...
I can , I can feel you near...
What is the divine music that plays...


Before slipping into a dream again, I ask again..
Are you there my lord?
Why is that you are never there....
Why is it so?

Buenos Dias

Trudging down the memory lane...
I searched for the last smile I remembered...
I watched it all unwind, unfold again,
All through the night...


The smile was hidden beneath the debris...
Of tears, of broken hearts, of untold misery.
Digging into the lost days, the sun lit months...
I find myself back again, back at home...
I see an insect trapped in amber, I burn in envy...
I see in the mirror, the insect is there again...
I smile again.


The summer melts the amber, frees the insect...
Traps me again in the dark chamber...
Opening my eyes I find the dawn had cracked...
Yet once again, to darken my memory lane...

Yes it was morning again.
Buenos Dias again.

Save me from me..

I think I now know, its time to flow...
To wait and watch would be too slow...
If you think I do not know, say it to me...
It is time already, To save me from me...


Voices voices all around, inside of me, outside of me...
To hold myself within would be a sin...
To be free is a long lost dream...
Help me if you can, save me from me...


I have been around for long now...
A homeless not knowing a home...
A nomad not knowing his destiny...
Not knowing, not sure, if you can save me from me...


When you are not, I chase after you...
When you are around, I chase your shadow...
Remind me again to plead guilty, when my time comes...
Until then will you just,

save me from me...