I am your Bestfriend........

The dewdrops fall on my face, I feel them melt into the sands…
How I try to catch them, how I long to hold them in my hand….
All those lights all those sounds, prick me, I am the nimble kind...
All the time I just wanted for a song to play…on and on…

You don’t have to be alone, I got that message long ago…
Now I tell others, come here listen one and all…
Don’t stand there, alone in the rain, there is lot of room for all…
The world is not closed to anyone, everyone is full of life…

The colours are not only black and white…
The sky could fall, so can I , but I will stand again…
About the sky, it might fly up there never again…
You should try, you should try to live once more time…

All you ever want is to leave, rest in a cold cemetery…
It is strange to see, to stare at you who live to die unfound….
I live in a cloud of happiness, can’t you live here too…
Maybe you are afraid to fall, worry not…
I am here to fall with you, for ever I shall be here…
As long you wish to live, I shall help you live along…

But if I have to leave, don’t mistake me my friend…
I shall be back again…just with a new name…
I shall be among your friends…I wonder if you will recognise me…
When I return with a smile, are you still looking for me?

My name is nothing unknown to thee…
I am just someone you have known all your life…
I have been there by your side all the time…
I am no one but your best friend…

Am I talking to me...??

When I want to feel myself, I listen…
When I want to see myself, I breathe in…
Little while ago, a shadow shimmered into me…
The moonlight glistened on it, it shined…

Maybe everything you ever wanted, you could find it…
Maybe everything you never wanted will find me…
Answer me, see if I can break upon the horizon…
I just ask you all to stay with me…pity it is dark already….
Fear not it, it has come to stay for a few seconds…
It will go away pave the way for light, soon it will be sunny again …

My shadow is lost again, in the darkness it dies again…
I do not miss it’s kissing, I can listen it’s breathing…
Forget your promises never, when I tried to break one…
I lost my faith in me, still am trying to look for it, my faith…

High up the perch, or down below wherever you go…
Until you reach there you never know…
Where the grass is greener and where the sun is kind…
Is it there somewhere outside…or is it there in your mind...

Where Did I Go wrong...

Shaping up to the world, I had tried to live in joy...
I don’t know somewhere along the path...
I made a mistake, one beyond compare...
I thought I knew how to save a life, but I was so wrong...

I saw something was broken, I tried to fix it...
I felt I had the love the care to mend it…
It’s ruined now, I sit and cry in vain...
I had not seen such despair ealier, never such pain...
You seek to look up to me, ask me something…
I am not deaf, yet I cannot listen…

Perhaps I am running away from you…
Perhaps I am closing my eyes to the truth…
The tears are heavy, they don’t stop…
They tear my eyelids apart…
The caress my cheek and kiss my feet…
I say please stop, no more of this pain can I take…
They don’t listen, don’t stop, don’t heed my plead…
Ah, must I be so weak, as to spill my heart on the ground…
If you could se you could understand…

The feelings are too many, too mixed up…
I am confused, some call me out some trap me in…
I don’t know if I could ever stand up again…
The world won’t let me…I have fallen…
I just wanted to show you…how it all began..

Colourblind...

The world is colourless...or am i blind in my sights...
For I see only the blacks...filling in the whites...
The world is so large...so colourful they tell me...
Yet..I have nowhere to run...perhaps I am just colourblind....

The road I took is the road less taken...
The path I seek is unclear...
I proceed but with no fear...
My spirits have left me...
Time and again...I have been shaken...
Stirred and broken...

I have lost my path you say...you amaze me...
You make me smile...innocent stranger...
No, I have been this way for centuries..
I am not blind trust me...just colourblind...